Kendrick Lamar - The Heart Part 5 [가사해석]

[Intro]

As I get a lil' older

나이를 먹어가며 깨달은 게 있어

I realize life is perspective

삶은 관점에 따라 바뀐다는 것

And my perspective may differ from yours

내 관점은 네 관점과 조금 다를 수도

I wanted to say thank you to everybody that's been down with me

날 언제나 믿어준 모두에게, 꼭 고맙다고 말하고 싶었어

For all my fans, all my beautiful fans

내 팬 모두, 내 아름다운 팬들

Anyone who's ever gave me a listen

내 음악을 기꺼이 들어준 그 누구라도

All my people

그 모든 사람에게

[Verse 1]

I come from a generation of pain where murder is minor

내가 자라온 배경은, 살인이 대수롭지 않은 일이었던 곳

Rebellious and Margielas'll chip you for designer

반항적인 태도, 마르지엘라 옷들은 명품 쫓는 널 깎아먹어

Belt buckles that cloud overzealous and prone to violence

설레발과 참극을 드리우게 하는 벨트 버클들

Make the wrong turn, be a will of the will alignment

잘못 든 길에도, 바로잡고자 하는 뜻만 있으면 돼

Residue burn, mist of inner city

잔해는 불타고, 달동네엔 안개가 끼지

Miscommunication to keep homi' detective busy

의사소통의 오류에, 살인 사건 수사관들의 땀이 삐질

No protection is risky

보호구가 없다면, 좀 위험하지

Desensitized, I vandalized pain

둔감해진 나, 고통은 이미 갈아 마셨네

Covered up in camouflage, get used to hearin' arsenal rain

위장 속에 숨은 나, 쏟아지는 총성 소리엔 이미 익숙해

Analyze, risk your life, take the charge

면밀히 들여다봐, 네 삶을 걸고, 밟고 올라가

Homies done fucked your baby momma once you hit the yard

네 친구들은 네 애 엄마를 후려, 네가 적진 한복판에 들이닥친 순간

That's culture

그게 이 문화라고

Twenty-three hour lockdown

23시간 동안의 락다운을 마치니까

Did somebody call? Said your lil' nephew was shot down

이게 뭔 전화람? 네 친척 동생이 총을 맞았다는 거야

The coach is involved

누가 시킨 게 틀림없어

I done seen niggas do seventeen

17살 애들은 대리로 감옥에 들어가더라지

Hit the halfway house, get out and get his brains blown out

사회 복귀 훈련 시설로 갔다가, 밖에 나오면 놈들이 녀석의 머리를 따

Lookin' to buy some weed

대마초 살 돈 좀 구하려면 있지

Car wash is played out, new GoFundMe accounts'll proceed

세차 심부름은 구식이야, 크라우드 펀딩으로 돈 모으는 게 대세지

A brand new victim will shatter those dreams, the culture

새로운 피해자가 꿈을, 그리고 문화를 깨부숴

[Chorus]

I want, I want, I want, I want…

내가 원하는 건, 원하는 건, 원하는 건, 원하는 건…

But I want you to want me, too

하지만 너도 날 원했으면 좋겠는걸

I want, I want, I want, I want…

내가 원하는 건, 원하는 건, 원하는 건, 원하는 건…

I want the

내가 원하는 건

I want me, babe

원하는 건, babe

I want the hood

이 도시에 원하는 건

(Look what I done for you)

(널 위해 내가 뭘 했는지 봐)

Look what I done for you

널 위해 내가 뭘 했는지 봐

Look what I done for you

널 위해 내가 뭘 했는지 봐

[Verse 2]

I said I do this for my culture

말했지, 난 내 문화를 위해 해나간다고

To let y’all know what a nigga look like in a bulletproof Rover

방탄 SUV에 탄 놈이 어떻게 보이는가, 너희에게 알려주려고

In my momma's sofa

우리 엄마 소파에 있던 건

Was a doo doo popper, hair trigger, walk up closer

탕탕 쏘는 놈, 신경 예민한 놈, 더 가까이 걸어와 봐

Ain't no PhotoShoppin'

포토샵으로 만든 이미지가 아니지

Friends bipolar, grab you by your pockets

친구들은 조울증을 앓아, 네 주머니를 움켜쥐지

No option if you froze up, always play the offense

네가 얼어버리면 선택지는 없어, 언제나 공격 태세를 취해

Niggas goin' to work and sellin' work, late for work

놈들은 일도 하다가 마약도 팔고, 그러다 직장에 늦어

Workin' late, prayin' for work but he don't pay for work

늦게까지 일해, 좀 더 얹어달라고 빌 줄은 알아도 더 낼 줄은 모르는걸

That's the culture, point the finger, promote ya'

그게 이 문화라더군, 손가락으로 겨누는 게 홍보라는 거야

Remote location, witness protection, they gon' hold ya'

멀디먼 장소, 증인 보호 프로그램, 다들 널 붙들 거야

The streets got me fucked up, y'all can miss me

이 거리의 삶이 날 피폐하게 만들었어, 너흰 내가 그립겠지

I wanna represent for us

난 우리를 대표하고 싶은 것

New revolution was up and movin'

새로운 변화는 시작됐어, 진행 중이지

I'm in Argentina wiping my tears, full of confusion

난 아르헨티나에서 내 눈물을 닦고 있어, 혼란에 가득 차서

Water in between us, another peer's been executed, history repeats again

우리 사이에 흐르는 물, 또 하나의 비슷한 이가 희생됐고, 역사는 또 반복돼

Make amends to find a nigga with the same skin to do it

대신 일 벌여줄 비슷한 피부 색깔 놈 찾아주면, 거기에 보상을 주지

But that's the culture

하지만 그게 문화라는걸

Crack a bottle, hard to deal with the pain when you sober

술이나 따라, 맨정신으론 이 고통을 이겨내는 게 힘들어

By tomorrow, we forget the remains, we start over

내일이 되면, 우린 남은 건 다 잊은 뒤에, 새롭게 발걸음을 옮긴다?

That's the problem, our foundation was trained to accept whatever follows

바로 그게 문제라고, 우리의 토대는 무엇이 따르든 받아들이도록 길러졌고

Dehumanize the sensitive

인간성과 예민한 감각을 말살시키지

Scrutinize the way we live for you and I

너와 날 위해, 우리가 사는 방식을 한번 곰곰히 생각해 봐

Enemies shook my hand, I could promise I meet you

적들은 내게 악수를 건네, 약속하건대 넌 나랑 다시 마주치겠어

In a land where no equal is your equal, never saying, “Told you”

동등하지 못한 게 당연한 이 땅에선, “내가 말했지”란 말은 의미가 없어

No

없다고

In the land where hurt people hurt more people

상처 입은 사람들이 더 많은 사람에게 상처 주는 이 땅에서

Fuck callin' it culture

그걸 ‘문화’라 부르는 건 집어치워

[Chorus]

I want, I want, I want, I want…

내가 원하는 건, 원하는 건, 원하는 건, 원하는 건…

But I want you to want me, too

하지만 너도 날 원했으면 좋겠는걸

I want, I want, I want, I want…

내가 원하는 건, 원하는 건, 원하는 건, 원하는 건…

I want the

내가 원하는 건

I want me, babe

원하는 건, babe

I want the hood

이 도시에 원하는 건

(Look what I done for you)

(널 위해 내가 뭘 했는지 봐)

Look what I done for you

널 위해 내가 뭘 했는지 봐

Look what I done for you

널 위해 내가 뭘 했는지 봐

[Break]

Take the drums out

드럼 좀 빼 볼까

(Phew, phew, phew)

[Verse 3]

Celebrate new life when it come back around

다시 돌아오는 순간, 새로운 삶을 축하하자

The purpose is in the lessons we learnin' now

목적은, 우리가 배우고 있는 이 가르침 안에 있으니까

Sacrifice personal gain over everything

모든 것에 대해 개인의 이익을 희생하지

Just to see the next generation better than ours

그저 다음 세대가 우리보다 많은 것을 누리길 바라

I wasn't perfect, the skin I was in, I truly suffered

나도 완벽했다곤 못 해, 이런 피부색 가진 채, 꽤나 많은 걸 겪었어

Temptation and patience, everything that the body nurtures

유혹과 인내력, 몸 안에서 길러지는 모든 것

I felt the good, I felt the bad and I felt the worry

좋은 감정도, 나쁜 감정도, 걱정스러운 마음도 느꼈었지

But all in all, my productivity has stayed urgent

하지만 대체적으로, 내 능률은 항상 다급한 채 머물렀지

Face your fears, always knew that I would make it here

네 두려움을 직면해, 여기까지 올 줄은 언제나 알고 있었어

Where the energy is magnified and persevered

내가 가진 힘이 확대되고 인내하며 이어지는 이곳

Consciousness is syncronizin', crystal clear

의식은 통합화되고, 이젠 수정처럼 맑아

Euphoria is glorified and made His

행복감은 미화되었고, 신의 영역이 되었지

Reflectin' on my life and what I done

내 삶과 내가 해온 것들을 되돌아보자면

Paid dues, made rules, change outta love

묵묵했던 노력, 룰을 세웠고, 사랑을 받으며 변했어

Them same fews made schools change curriculums

몇몇의 삶은 학교의 교육 과정까지 바꾸어 놨지만

But didn’t change me starin' down the barrel of the gun

생사의 기로에 놓인 날 직접 바꾸어 주진 않았어

Should I feel resentful I didn't see my full potential?

내가 억울해야 할까, 내 진가를 알아보지 못했다 해서?

Should I feel regret about the good I was into?

내가 후회를 느껴야 할까, 선하게 살고자 했던 지난날을?

Everything is everything, this ain't coincidental

모든 것든 존재하는 그대로, 우연의 일치는 없어

I woke up that morning with more heart to give you

그날 아침엔, 네게 줄 마음을 더욱 많이 채워 일어났었어

As I bleed through the speakers, feel my presence

스피커를 통해 피 흘리면, 나의 존재가 느껴질걸

To my brother, to my kids, I'm in Heaven

내 형제들, 내 아이들이여, 난 천국에 있어

To my mother, to my sis', I'm in Heaven

어머니, 그리고 내 여동생, 난 지금 천국에 있어

To my father, to my wife, I am serious, this is Heaven

아버지, 그리고 내 와이프, 농담이 아냐, 여긴 천국

To my friends, make sure you countin' them blessings

내 친구들, 반드시 삶에 감사하는 마음을 갖길

To my fans, make sure you make them investments

내 팬들, 더 나은 미래를 위한 투자를 아끼지 말길

And to the killer that's spared at my demise

또 내 죽음이 일어나게 한 살인범, 너 말야

I forgive you, just know your soul's in question

널 용서해, 그냥 알아둬, 네 영혼엔 의문이 들어

I seen that pain in your pupil when that trigger had squeezed

네가 방아쇠를 당겼을 때, 눈 안에 담긴 고통을 난 보았지

And though you did me gruesome, I was surely relieved

네가 내게 끔찍한 일을 저지르긴 했지만, 난 정말 다행이라 여겼지

I completed my mission, wasn't ready to leave

내 임무를 완수했으니 말야, 물론 떠날 준비가 되었던 건 아니지

But fulfilled my days, my creator was pleased

하지만 분명 이루어내었기에, 내 창조주는 기뻐하셨겠지

I can't stress how I love y'all

너희를 얼마나 사랑하는지, 백 번 강조해도 모자라

I don't need to be in flesh just to hug y'all

너희를 안아주기 위해, 꼭 육신 안에 있을 필요는 없잖아

The memories recollect just because y'all

추억들이 되살아나는 건, 오직 너희가

Celebrate me with respect, the unity we protect is above all

날 존경하고 치켜세워줬기에, 우리가 지켜낸 단결력이 무엇보다 최고야

And Sam, I be watchin' over you

그리고 형, 내가 위에서 다 지켜보고 있어

Make sure my kids watch all my interviews

내 아이들은 내가 찍었던 인터뷰를 다 보게 하고

Make sure you live out our dreams we produced

우리가 함께 그려냈던 꿈을 현실로 만들며 살길

Keep that genius in your brain on the move

머리 안의 그 똘똘한 친구는 열심히 좀 굴리고

And to my neighborhood, let the good prevail

또 내 이웃들이여, 선한 마음이 모든 것을 이겨내길

Make sure them babies and the leaders outta jail

태어난 아이들과 지도자들이 감옥 신세를 피하게 해

Look for salvation when troubles get real

문제가 심각해지면, 구원을 꼭 찾을 수 있길

'Cause you can't help the world until you help yourself

자기 자신을 도울 수 없다면, 세상을 돕는 일도 할 수 없기에

And I can't blame the hood the day I was killed

내가 살해당했던 날, 우리 동네의 현실을 탓할 순 없지

Y'all had to see it, that's the only way to feel

너희가 겪어야 했던 일일 수도, 경각심을 느끼려면 말이지

And though my physical won't reap the benefits

이제 내 육신이 결실을 거둘 순 없겠지

The energy that carry on emits still

하지만 여전히 뿜어져 나와, 끊긴 적 없는 이 에너지

I want you

널 원해