Chris Brown - It's Not You It's Me (가사 해석)

https://youtu.be/XZ88nI6P1hw

 

[Verse 1]
I didn't mean what I said last night, there's something in my head

어젯밤에 내가 했던 말들, 망가진 머릿 속 진심은 아니었는데
I tried to buy you roses, but it didn't help

꽃까지 사봤는데도 아무 소용 없더라
That look that's on your face, my God, I wish I never saw

네 얼굴에 그 표정, 세상에 안 봤으면 좋았을 정도야
It caught me off guard

그렇게까지 상처받았을 줄 몰랐어

 

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause I didn't think you loved me, yeah (Yeah)

네가 날 그렇게까지 사랑하는 줄 몰랐거든
Like that (Like that), obsessed (Obsessed)

그 정도로, 거의 집착할 만큼
I don't think that I'm worthy yet (Yet)

난 아직 그런 사랑 받을 자격 없는 것 같은데
I'm stressed (I'm stressed), I'm a mess

스트레스에 무너진 상태
I don't wanna let you down

널 실망시키고 싶지 않아

 

[Chorus]
'Cause, baby, you the best, baby, you the best

솔직히 넌 너무 좋은 사람인데
But I think I'm going through some things

근데 내가 지금 좀 안 좋은 상태를 지나가는 중인 것 같아
It's not you, it's me, it's not you, it's me

네가 부족한 게 아니라 내가 망가져 있지
I don't wanna let you down, down

진짜 너한테 상처 주기 싫은데
'Cause, baby, you the best, baby, you the best
But I think I'm (I think I'm) going through some things

근데 난 아직도 뭔가를 겪고 있는 것 같아
It's not you, it's me (Yeah), it's not you, it's me

넌 아무 문제 없어, 망가진 건 나야
I—

 

[Verse 2]
I lied to you and led you on, it's really all my fault

괜히 희망 주고 붙잡아놓은 거 다 내 잘못이야 
'Cause you played your part, I shoulda loved you the way you are

넌 네 몫을 다했는데, 난 있는 그대로의 널 사랑했어야 했어
I was going through some things, didn't think that I could change when I had you (Yeah)

내 안이 너무 엉망이라 네가 옆에 있어도 난 달라질 자신이 없었어
I was blind to your grace, it was right in my face

네 사랑은 내 앞에 있었는데도 난 그 가치를 몰랐어

 

[Pre-Chorus]

 

[Chorus]

 

[Outro]
Don't wanna let you down, down, down

결국 내가 널 망치게 될까 봐