$uicideBoy$ - ...And To Those I Love, Thanks For Sticking Around (가사 해석)

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=dq_SDNtWHDY

 

[Verse 1: Romeo da Black Rose]

Take me home

날 집으로 대려다 줘

 

Take me home

날 집으로 대려다 줘

 

It's the one place I can rest in peace

내가 편히 쉴 수있는 곳이란 말이야

(RIP 보이시죠...? 속 뜻은 자살할수 있는 곳이라는 뜻입니다)

 

Turned off my phone

전화를 꺼놔

 

So many messages

너무 많은 메시지들

 

I wish I could just delete

그냥 지워버릴수 있다면 좋을텐데

 

Questioning my existence

내 존재에 대해 질문해

 

Questioning my decisions

내 결정에 대해 질문해

 

Burning down all the bridges

성의 다리를 불 태워버려

 

Dig a moat, now I'm finished

해자마저도 파네, 난 이제 끝났어

(위에 두 문장은 군인들이 쓰는 말이라고 합니다. 도망갈 곳을 일부러 다 막아놓고 목숨걸고 싸운다는 표현이라고 합니다. 노래안에서는 자신의 감정(자살 충동)과 싸운다는 정도로 해석될 수 있겠네요)

 

Sorry don't want you to visit, no

미안한데 너가 날 찾아오지 않았으면 좋겠어

 

No

안돼

 

One last pic and I'll be gone

사진 하나만 찍고 진짜 떠날게

 

Make it count

멋지게 찍어줘

 

Put the flash on

플래시도 켜서 찍어줘

 

Never really felt like I belonged

소속감을 느껴본적은 단 한번도 없었으니

 

So I'll be on my way

나 이제 갈게

 

And I won't be long

그리 오래걸리지 않을거야

 

I'll be dead by dawn

새벽이면 난 죽어 있을거야

 

I'll be dead by dawn

새벽이면 난 죽어 있을거야

 

I'll be dead by dawn

새벽이면 난 죽어 있을거야

 

I'll be dead by dawn

새벽이면 난 죽어 있을거야

 

[Verse 2: Lil' Dark]

Scrolling through my texts

온 문자들을 쭉 내려봐

 

Shit I left unread

젠장, 읽지 않은체로 그냥 둬버려

 

Never trying to deal with it

다 확인해보려 한적도 없어

 

There's bliss up in my ignorance

나의 무지, 그 위에는 행복이 있어

 

10 dope dealers

10명의 마약 거래상들

 

Ex want me to see her

전 여친이 날 보고 싶어해

 

Can't trust her

걔를 믿을수 없어

 

Don't believe her

걔를 믿지 않아

 

Reply turn into a needle

답장은 내 신경만 건드리네

 

Don't wanna do it again

다시는 하고싶지 않아

 

Got shit I'm not trying to relive

X같아, 그걸 다시 경험하고 싶지 않아

 

Head fucked up and I'm sick

머리는 복잡해지고 몸도 아파와

 

These old habits will kill me quick

이 오랜 버릇들은 나를 곧 죽일거야

 

Quicker than I can blink

내가 눈 깜빡이는 것보다 더 빠르게

 

Quicker than I can think

내가 생각할 겨를도 없이

 

Lift me up, don't wanna sink

날 끌어 올려줘, 가라앉고 싶지 않아

 

Pour me up, I need a drink

따라줘, 난 술이 필요해

 

What the fuck do I do

내가 씨X 어떻게 해야 할까

 

When sabotage is all I know?

내 자신을 탓하는 것 밖에 모르는 나를?

 

Oh, I done dug myself

오, 내 무덤을 파는 일은 이제 관둘래

 

My own grave in this hole

내 무덤은 이 구멍이야

 

Kill me slow, slow

날 서서히 죽여줘

 

Curtains close low

막이 내리고

 

Fuck, I don't see

씨X, 난 모르겠어

 

What's the point of going on

더 이상 살아가는 것의 가치를

 

No...

안돼...

 

 

 

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